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[leighblack]

So, here's the deal. Something is wrong with me. No, I don't know what. I have an idea though. But, in the end, it's really just that I'm sick. Or something. There's still that insomnia thing. And the vertigo, which is getting more frequent. But now I have no appetite whatsoever. I can go hours without eating, because I don't get hungry. No, you don't need to worry about me becoming anorexic or anything. I'm making myself eat as much as possible. It's just hard to get it down because I don't really want it. This has been going on for about two weeks now. With as little food as I've had in that time, I should be starving. And now, most things I do eat are making me nauseous. All last night at work, I felt like I was either going to throw up or pass out. I just called in, since I really don't want to spend another night like that.

I'm not looking for sympathy. Or for someone to tell me to go to the doctor. It ain't going to happen 'cause I can't afford it. I know it's not something serious. I think it's just all from my lack of sleep. The tossing and turning I've been doing is hard on my neck, and when my neck gets out of whack, my whole body is affected. I'm going to try rearranging my bed and getting some new pillows. That should help.

I just thought you all should know, because I'm sure I've been grumpy and moody lately. At least I have a reason.

Comments

[amazonqueenkate.livejournal.com]

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You could see if there are any OTC sleep aids you could get your hands on and see if those help. :\

Feel better!

[leighblack.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'd love that. But most of them knock you for such a loop that they recommend you have eight full hours to sleep so you're not a wonky in the morning. I don't ever have 8 hours during the week.

I'm just going to start drinking heavily.

That's a joke. I think.

[amazonqueenkate.livejournal.com]

Yeah, the whole 8 hours of sleep thing could be an issue. Maybe just try it on a weekend or some other time when you know you can get 8 hours, even if it's just once?

And, while drinking heavily might help, alcohol doesn't taste THAT good. ;P

[duckduck.livejournal.com]

*pets you*

Not sympathy. Just petting. There's nothing wrong with a little petting. ;)

[leighblack.livejournal.com]

*purrrrrs*

[daughterofglam.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Damn hon.
I wish I had some magic words. But sleep alludes me too, and I have never been a big eater... Could you be stressed about something?

[leighblack.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

No, I'm not really stressed about anything. Just usual life things, but nothing I'm obsessing about. Actually, I'd say I'm quite happy with where my life is right now. I just can't sleep and it sucks.

[xiolablux.livejournal.com]

Awww baby, I'm worried about you. Take care of yourself! You don't have insurance?

[leighblack.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm trying to. I do have insurance, but we have a $300 deductible now and I haven't hit it yet. So, I'd end up paying for the whole visit probably. Plus, I still haven't paid off my last doctor's bill. *ugh*

[leighblack.livejournal.com]

Oh God. I would die if I heard Nigel reading porn stories in his lovely accent!

[cinful1.livejournal.com]

AAWW darlin. I'm sorry you're not feeling well! I feel your pain with the insomnia. I mean it's going on 1 a.m. and i can't sleep! My mom suggests sleepytime tea. Yeah, tried it but doesn't work so much! I'm here if ya need someone to talk to!

Hey, i love your Chad icon! *sighs*
Where did you get such a great photo?????

[leighblack.livejournal.com]

I bought this aromatherapy lotion with chammommile in it that's supposed to help and it seems to work a little bit. I might not sleep much more, but my sleep is more relaxed. Not as much tossing.

This Chad icon?? *giggles* Isn't it cute?? I love this photo! It's sitting on my desk right now. I miss that little fucker.

[cinful1.livejournal.com]

I miss that little fucker too! He's soooooo photogenic! That is the photo i blew up and kinda placed it somewhere, um i can't remember for you.....I'm still looking!!!!