leighblack | (no subject) (Reply)

So, here's the deal. Something is wrong with me. No, I don't know what. I have an idea though. But, in the end, it's really just that I'm sick. Or something. There's still that insomnia thing. And the vertigo, which is getting more frequent. But now I have no appetite whatsoever. I can go hours without eating, because I don't get hungry. No, you don't need to worry about me becoming anorexic or anything. I'm making myself eat as much as possible. It's just hard to get it down because I don't really want it. This has been going on for about two weeks now. With as little food as I've had in that time, I should be starving. And now, most things I do eat are making me nauseous. All last night at work, I felt like I was either going to throw up or pass out. I just called in, since I really don't want to spend another night like that.

I'm not looking for sympathy. Or for someone to tell me to go to the doctor. It ain't going to happen 'cause I can't afford it. I know it's not something serious. I think it's just all from my lack of sleep. The tossing and turning I've been doing is hard on my neck, and when my neck gets out of whack, my whole body is affected. I'm going to try rearranging my bed and getting some new pillows. That should help.

I just thought you all should know, because I'm sure I've been grumpy and moody lately. At least I have a reason.